So... Yesterday, a new student came to our class... His name is Hong Yu and he is from ShangHai! He is quite cute... Lols.... Ok... SO he says he noes how to play badminton, basketball and table tennis... Lols... I really wan to see if i can beat him in basketball(almost impossible).... Haha.... He looks nice... But Say Hua says he is proud... Lols.... And he scored 26++ for PSLE... That was wat i heard from Jeng Wei... Lols.... I think not true la... But Say Hua says he is really smart... He is only staying for this week... Lols... That is damn fast... He is currently Jeng Wei's best fren i think... Who noes??? HAha.... Ok... Enough of class yesterday...

Ok... So today during ACC lesson... Lin Lao Shi very bad... Say we all too noisy so change all of our seats... Girls had to seat with boys... I had to seat with Ze Yang leh... Everyone is laughing... Had to seat diagonally in front of Bryant la... WHich is bad.. Cause... He was scolding me Shorty Bangala the whole day la... Damn him... SO bad de... He always teases me... Ok... Then..Lin Lao Shi was talking abt ghost stories la... Damn scary... She said one abt NanHua's old campus which is also known as NUS high new campus.... IT IS DIRECTLY INFRONT OF OUR SCH and it was a grave yard before!!!! Lols... Ok... SO Lin Lao Shi say... Last time... Girls had to do D and T... They had to hammer metallic stuf or sth hard... One girl who had very long hair wanted to roll her matel strip(A long piece) so that it would be easier for her to hammer... However, as the girl walked nearer the roller, her long hair was caught by the roller... Before she could stop the roller, her hair had gone all the way in and her whole scalp had gone off... In the end, she died due to heavy injuries... From then on, when ppl walk pass there at nite, they can hear a girl sobbing... And also, sometimes they can see a pool of blood near the roller....

Ok... So end of story... And that was only the first one... I was already trembling la... I scared of ghost de la... Die... Tonite will have nitemare... Then hor... The teacher continued by saying another indicent that concerns a class in sch... And that class is also class 109... Lols... Then she would not continue... She said she will continue it next week... Lols... Then she continued by talking abt the top few most eerie and haunted place in Singapore...

I forgot which one most haunted le la... But i noe Nanhua's old campus aka Nus High new campus aka in front of Nanhua High School now is 4th haunted in Singapore according to the teacher... Lols...

Enough of ghosts... Ok... Back to friendship... Ok... SO as everyone can see now... I am not sad anymore... Why?? Cause I have told myself to let go... I will be talking to everyone... But that does not mean i treat u as my fren or i trust u... Jus purely talking to u... That is all... But of course... I have finally found those important to me... In no order: Say Hua, Xiao Fen, Eunice, Charmaine, Christine plus some guys from 6A,06 and 109, 07.... U all noe who u are... Ty my beloved friends... Friends Forever and ever.... I love ya alllll! Haha...

Ok... So hor... I FOUND OUT NEWS ON FEI LUN HAIIIIII!!!!!! OMGGGGG!!!! Lols.... FLH NEW SONG WILL BE OUT TOMORROW!!!!! IT WILL BE BROADCASTED ON 933!!!!! MUST CATCH IT!!!!!! OMG!!!!! IT IS CALLED CHU SHEN RU HUA!!!!!! AHHHH!!!! AND I ALSO HEARD THAT FEI LUN HAI THREE MEMBERS ARE SINGING SOLO SONGS!!!! YA LUN ONE SONG! DA DONG ONE SONG! CHEN YI RU ONE SONG!!!! AHHHH!!!! But Wu Zun Don have la... Lols.... OMGGGG!!!!!!! YA LUN SOLO SONGGG!!!! I FOUND OUT DURING GEOG!!!!! I SUDDENLY STARTED JUMPING!!! LOLS!!!!! THEN I GIGGILED TO MYSELF!!! MR TAY ASK ME: "Wat??"... I SAY: "Laugh only wat...." Lols.... I am lame.....

Ok... SO... I think i will end off here ba... haha... I doubt anyone will read the post... haha.... Too long le ma... Hahaz...

Oh ya... Those that are coming to my party.... Remember to bring spare clothes cause might play with water balloons... :)... So...See ya all k??? On Sat, 4th August at 3pm sharp... CAn come late... haha... I noe a lot of ya all have stuff on so might arrive late... For those that could not come cause u had sth on... Nvm! haha...

And i have created a new blogskin....
http://www.blogskins.com/info/152402
Quite alot of ppl has downloaded it... Today is only the first day it is out and already, 72 ppl has dled it... SO feel free to use it... Comment on it on blogskins.com if u wan... haha... That blogskin... Is dedicated to all my best frens... This is to tell ya all.... I love ya all... Boys or girls also love... haha... Erm... Guys... I mean as a bro or best fren... Don get wrong ideas k?? I doubt u all will la... So... BFF!!!!

Lots of Love,
Val aka ForestofHELL(Lun is BACK!!!! AND I AM CRAZY AGAIN!!!!!!)

Dearest frens... I love ya all a lot... From the deepest of my heart, i wish ya all, all the best in watever u do..... To all the ppl i don consider frens... I am gonna be nice to ya all... And not nasty like the past... We can still hate each other... But, lets make the class a better place to stay in k??? For those i talk to and i am suppose to be hating u all, i talk to u not because i am a two-sided person... I am jus keeping quiet... But that does not mean i like u or u are my frens... Jus pure talking.... Ok... Hope ya all understand...

Ok... So i have not updated for a long time.. Lazy ma... haha... But hor... I not as lazy as before le... I study for tests de... Well... ALl accept geog... I am currently thinking of a way to memorise geog stuff.... Haz... So... My test results out le.. I pass Chinese... But failed geog... I think i am going to fail maths too... I am so damn dead... Haz... I MUST STUDY!!! OMG!!!! I SUDDENLY HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY!!! Why?? Because.... FEI LUN HAI NEW SONG IS COMING OUT ON WEDNESDAY!!!!!!!!!! OMGGGGG!!!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE LUN LUNNNNN!!!!! HE IS DAMN HOT!!!!!! Lols... Ok... SO enough of explaining abt Lun... Lets continue with test... Haz... Lots of test coming up...Damn... I must pass.... But damn hard! Don care le la... Ok...So recently... I have seen lots of I hate you stuff from other ppl blogs address to me... Lols... Hate me lor... Wat can i say??? The most i hate u back la... haha... Don care le... I have ppl that accept me and back me up... So i am no longer scared.... So wat... I might cried over the loss of frens last time... But now... Even if i cry... That is because I am happy my frens are beside me... Cause... My frens all told me... Do not waste tears over ppl that do not deserve it... And finally... I agree to it... Since pri sch... I have been wasting my tears... Jus to get back those that i love... Now i truely undersatnd... Those that are my real pals... Those that truely love me... Will never leave me for anything... I hope i have this kind of ppl beside me... I think i do... If i dont... I will jus have to walk on my life alone... Waiting for my frens to appear in the future... But i believe those beside me now... Are those that will always be beside me... forever... Till the end of time....

Love ya all forever....
Val aka ForestofHELL (Lun... I REALLY DO LOVE YA!!! I will be waiting for ur next song!!!!)

As always.... I am crying... But this time... With joy... With realisation i have all my frens behind me... I am not scared anymore... Nobody's hate is going to bring me down... Not now... Not ever....

Can u imagine sleeping on the MRT leading to 10 stops away from ur stop??? I ended up in Orchard when i was suppose to go to Admiralty... Lols... I was stupid... Haha... Lame... Too tired ma.... Yesterday study till 1 leh.... Lols... Oh ya... Today the day din when smoothly... Spent the rest of my day fuming... I mean... I don understand why i am always blame for faults... Haz... Who cares... I will never noe anyway wat.... So damn sian... Sleeping soon.... Wei Yang was like telling me next time don sleep on the MRT lor... haha... Dunno la...

Ok... So I took the two test today... Quite confident i would pass History... But English hor... Very hard to say sia... Lols... Cause... My newspaper report anyhow write ma... Lols.... Quite happy with History suddenly... Cause... I feel studying paid off! Haha... For once i studied for a test... Lols...

So today go play badminton near Gabriel house... WA! His badminton so much better than me la! I play until hand almost broke off sia... We were playing single ma... Haha... Then double we keep change partner... Lols... Cause nth to do ma... Ah ya... Nth to say liao la... Cause i damn tired le...

Nities my fren!

Loving all of u who read my post,
Val aka ForestofHELL( YA LUN acting in ZJYJ and ISWAK2??? OMG!!!! I MUST WATCH THEMMMM!!!! AHHHH!!!! I AM CRAZY AGAINN!!!!!)

U liar... Stop it... Don lie anymore... Or else when one day i find prove against u... I will never ever forgive... NEVER!

It is not the end of the year yet... But i still learnt a lot... A lot of lessons, memories, regret, promises and of course loss....

Lessons.... I had so many of them... Painful ones.... Easy to accept ones.... But the most important lesson i have learnt is... Before u trust someone completely, look at that person and see if he/she is worth trusting... Because... I was blind, i actually believed a liar... I regret... Regret...

So Regret... I always regret... Regret making frens... Regret being in this sch... Regret saying this or that... My worse regret this year is... Being spiteful... So many ppl had tried to wake me up... Be my fren... yet... I scolded them, treat them for granted... So, to those that have stayed to me till now... Thank you my frens, thank you for never letting go of me...

Memories.... In this school... So many memories.... Good and bad... Sad and happy... I feel so sad... Sad that most of these memories are sad... The memories of my frens leaving me... The memories of my frens becoming foe... Memories of all my loss.... My painful loss....

Loss... I lost so much... Frens... I lose all of them... Some because they were big fat liars... Most of them... Left me cause... I was stupid... I shld have nv treated them for granted... I was stupid... Haz... Wat can i say?? Wat is done can nv be undone....

Promises... They broke so many of them... My frens... Some of them broke their promise to me... Why?? Wat have i done wrong?? I don understand... I remember this phrase: "Understanding is the starting of knowing"... Yet.. I don even understand... How do i noe my faults?? I don noe anymore... I am stuck in a world that i dunno if i am wrong or rite... Maybe it is true... I am blind... Totally blind....

Blind... I am blind now... What is that?? Light?? Is that a person?? He/She is holding out a hand for me... It is not a he or she... It is they... I see them now... Lots of them... My frens... They are going to help me... I feel so happy... I am floating...

So it seems...No matter wat... Those that can accept u are ur true frens.. They will nv betray u...Never....

Finally it seems... I understand Ya Lun blog entry abt love... He is trying to say... No matter wat type of love it is... As long as they trust and accept me... Thay are the ppl that truely deserve me as their frens...

Talking abt Ya Lun... I saw Zhong Ji Yi Jia Official webbie... Damn nice... Ya Lun so damn shuaiiiii!!! AH!!!!! i feel myself going to be ya lun siao again... OMG!!! CANT WAIT TO SEE HIM IN ZHONG JI!!!! ARGHHHHH!!!! HE WILL BE DAMN SHUAIIIII!!!! AHHHHH!!!!! HAHA!!! And also... Tamaki rocks tooooooo!!! ANd of course... My dearest frens.... Love ya all.....

Love,
Val aka Forest....(Ya Lun- Addict is back! Wait... Jus u wait and see!!!)

I am a sad sad girl in a sad sad world until i found u all my dear frens+ ya lun+all my faves stars.....

Ok... So i lost a friend today.... She thinks she noe why i pissed off with her... I am thinking, does she really noe?? The way she hurt me?? I dunno at first... Always... I thought she my best friend... until recently... I found out abt some stuff... They hurt.... I mean... Can u imagine the person that is suppose to be the closest to u betrayed u?? Haz.... I dunno anymore... Maybe i am borned not to have frens ba... Who noes??? It hurts to be treated this way again and again... I noe... To believe her, i was being immature... I noe... But... I jus did... And i found out i was decieved... ARGH! My pain is unbearable... Yet, i cant jus die off or sth... I wan to get rid of all these! I don wan these hurtful experience anymore... WHY ME GOD???? WHY?? WAT DID I DO WRONG TO DESERVE THESE??? IS IT RETRIBUTION?? DID I DO BAD STUFF IN MY PAST LIFE?? Why?? Everyday it seems, i lose someone close to me... And sometimes... They are the ppl i least expect... My best frens.. Those that are suppose to noe me the best.... Yet, they also seem to noe my weakness the best...

HAtred.... That is the thing i am feeling now... It seems, my life had always been filled with hatred... Cant it be filled with love instead?? Wat is wrong with this world?? Am i suppose to change for them??? CAnt they for once compromise me?? I always get empty promises... CAnt for once u all jus keep ur promise to me?? It seems no... My birthday is coming... I have a feeling it will be a lonely birthday... A birthday, for once, celebrated alone.... Who noes?? Wat i wan for my present this year... Is jus a day spent with my frens... Frens that are true to me forever... I don wan expensive presents... I don need them... My life feel so empty and sad now... I am a useless person it seems... That is why i have no frens... I am jus a useless person to this world.... I hate myself... I suck... I am really really sad... I wan to cry... But i promise two important ppl in my lif not to... Eunice and Say Hua... SO i won cry... I wan to keep this promise... Nites... I am going to hide in my own shell now...

Love,
ForestofHELL aka Val(YA LUN is still my love even if i am so hurt... Cause it seems.... I only have him to think abt to forget my pain....)

My heart is bleeding... I cant stop it... There are too many holes.... It hurts... Don talk to me... CAuse i cant see or hear... I am blinded by pain... Who can save me?? Who??

As i have promised, my blogskin is done! Haha! The background is designed by me too!!! HAHa... Not found on internet de hor... Lols... Pls comment on it... Waa! I do till my neck husts like siao now... Bend down too much... HAha... Hope ya all like it k??? HAHa... Today media debate... I complete the flyers!! HAha... And also... Today my fellow M.A.D club seniors recieved thir trophys... And... I was told to give the trophies to mr foo while he pass to my seniors... I was shocked la... I mean why out of so many ppl tell me go?? Lols... Enough abt today...

I now listening to radio... Not feeling happy today... SO many happy things happened... Yet, i don even feel my heart lift up... CAuse... School sucked today.... Erm... Ok... Lost 2 "friends".... Lols.... Nvm... At least i got some others left... HAz.... So sad ah....

*That was written half way yesterday nite... Here is the continuation....

Ok... So yesterday nite... The moment i go to bed, i on my radio... And guess wat?? THE RADIO IS BROADCASTING PENG YOU(Friends)! Damn it.... So frustrated still peng you.... Haz... I still remember singing it at OC... HAz.... So miss that time sia.... Now... We will never go back to the past.... ARGH! I HATE SCH!!! I AM GOING CRAZY!!!! WTF??????? FORGET IT!! See ya all tonite... Blogging later...

BB for now...
ForestofHELL aka Val(OMG!!! Love lunlun so much!!! He is kawaiiiiiii!)

U are so fake.... I wished u were true... Yet you were never... It hurts fucker... But i promise.... U will hurt much more.... I PROMISE!

Ok... SO today i went to see HARRY POTTER AND THE ORDER OF THE PHOENIX!!! It rocks la!!! Haha.... I am lame.... But i don agree with a lot of ppl abt the show... Lots say that the show is too short... I think it is short and sweet la! Haha... Harry is so damn shuai lor! hahaha... I am crazy again... Ok... But i still think JApanese guys more HOT! Lols... But... YA LUN IS THE HOTTEST LA!!! HAHa.... He so damn cuteeee...... KAWAIIIIIII!!!!! OMG!!! HE IS DAMN HOT LA!!! HAHa... Ok... BAck to the cinema.... I was seating next to Eunice... And.... An empty space... Lols.... HAha.... Then... We were like damn relax la... Like our home... We(Me, Eunice, Say Hua, Lynette and her bro) were seating at the fourth row from the front... My neck hurts la... HAha... But guess wat we did?? The row in front of us no on eseat... We put our legs on top of the seat... HAHAHA!!! So damn funny.... Lolsss!! Haha... The show was not bad! Ginny Weasly SOOOO KAWAII!!! And Harry also la... Hermoine DAMN CHOI!!!! But... Cho Chang damn ugly sia... Lols... HAha.... So bad la... In the end Sirius Black died in front of Harry.... HAha.... Want any news abt the show?? Can ask me la!! HAha... bbb....

Nities!
VALLLLLL!!!!

Lols... So long nv post le... Nth to post ma... Ok... The real reason is... Lazy to post! XD... haha... Wa... Let me tell u all... Japanese drama ROCKS!!! I watch a few this few days... I recommend Liar Game, Nana 1&2, DethNote 1&2, Nodame Cantabile.... I think that is all... If u all interested in watching feel free to ask me for the access to this videos... And also, recently, Charmaine has recommended me to read a manga that only volume 1 is out so far... IT IS COOL!!!! OH MY GOD!!!! The main character is just TTTTOOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEEEE!!!! Haha... If only he was not a cartoon... Haha... And Tamaki(Real Name) from Nodame Cantabile is soooo DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! Matsuda Shota(Real Name) from liar game also!!! OMG!!! They soooo cute la... I am japanese boy CRAZY!!! Haha... A lot of ppl say i don like Ya Lun le... No lor... That is soooo not true!!! I am jus temporary not talking abt him cause no news ma... Wait till ISWAK 2 & ZJYJ comes out... I WILL BE YA LUN CRAZY AGAIN!!! Haha... I am crazy... Lols... I will be Japanese guy + Ya Lun crazy! Haha...

Ok... So jus now in sch got a farewell party for our dearest M.A.D Club seniors... The food was nice... But i did rather they stay with us in Nanhua than have the food... But that would be too selfish... Haz... Everyone must graduate.... Ok... So i officially made up with Vivien... And this time... It is real... It seems we have been hating each other for nth... Lols... Someone telling us bad things abt each other.... Nvm that idiot... I will from now on trust Vivien.... And hor... I changing blogskin soon... Well, immediately after i finish creating it la... haha... My blogskin design not done yet... Haz... Wa! Must do for Dinah mummy,Nisa godsis, Lynette, Eunice + MYSELF!!! haha... I hope i can finish! Lols... And... This few days, when u all come around my bloggie, remember to take a look at my favourites thingy and stuff.... Updating those places... haha... Wish myself luck in doing the blogskin... Lols... I might not go on MSN as often... Mum ban le... Haz... But i might post more... So stay tune k???

Signing off,
Val aka ForestofHELL(Love my beloved Dinah mummy, god sis nisa,Neiku Lynette, Swaku Eunice, Say Hua kuku, Hot Guys Tamaki and Shota and last but not least... BAOBEII YA LUN!!!!)

Oh my god... I am hurting again... Because, i don noe if u are true or fake... Tell me pls, that u are true.....

It is currently 12 midnight... Wat am i doing still awake?? HOMEWORK!! Damn it... I din do lor... Haz... So damn tired la... Forget abt that... Lets talk abt today, or shld i say yesterday???

Ok.. so my grandma, granddad and uncle is in Singapore.... A good and bad thing... A good thing because hello??? They came from Malaysia! That means lots of goodies! Bad news are... THEY ARE SLEEPING IN MY PARENTS ROOM!!! THAT MEANS I HAVE TO SLEEP WITH MY MUM!!! HAz.... And also... They will be like telling me to watch some prayer videos that will bored me to dead la... And... They are vegetarians.... That means no meat... Haz... I was like telling mr tay la... Cause he asked me why don wan eat at home i say cause no meat.... HE SAID THAT MEANS CAN GO ON DIET!!! OMG!!! HE SAYING I FAT LA??? Lols.. Ok.... I was like scolding him la... haha... Say me fat... That is unforgivable la... Lols... Then saw Mrs Chang.... Thank her for teaching us physics(Lynette and Say Hua de idea).... SHe told us got test leh! Physic test.... Oh die! I told her die liao will fail... She pull my ear(ouch)....=_=... Lols... Haha.... So all 109 members... STUDY FOR PHYSICS!!! Lols.... Ok... And jus wanna ask... WHo have imeem??? Lols... Cause if have add me ma... haha... Imeem rocks lor... Jus watch a new show that rocks!! Damn nice! Called Liar Game... EVERYONE MUST WATCH!!! That guy in the show damn cool la... Though Ya Lun still look better to me la... Lols... Ok la... Update more in the next few days... HW timE!

Signing off....
ForestofHELL aka Val(Ya Lun still rocks to me and his position in my heart will nv change)

I am a sad sad girl, lost in the cold cold world... Haz... But it is so cold i only feel numbed.... Dunno why I feel so sad these days... I am beginning to hallucinate... I dunno why... I am seeing and thinking rubbish! I am stuck between truth and lies, black and white... HAz... Dunno la... I feel like very confused... I dunno anymore who is true to me, who are the fakers... The all seem too real... Yet... Those i once thought were best frens, hurt me... They made me feel hell all over again, as if primary sch was not enough... YEt... I cant bring myself to hate them anymore.... But... The moment i thought of how they hurt me, my heart hurts real bad... Haz... Wat is worse it.... YA LUN GOT A GF!!! Ok... It is both good and bad news la... Ya Lun got gf... To me... Make me feel even sadder... But also make me feel happy... Cause he finally found a person to take him away from sorrow... If only i had somebody to take away my sorrow... I give him my blessings from the depth of my heart... He still my fave and baobeii Ya Lun! But still real sad sad as i am still lost.... Haz... I really wan to ask... Who am I?? Why am i suffering??? Was it fate?? Or did i cause it??? I dunno anymore.... Not writing anymore... Bb...

Signing off....
Val aka Forest.... (Though I am hurting... I love him too much to care....)

This world is soo cold... So cold till my pain is all numbed.... I love them all so much... Yet all they gave me is betrayel... My god... It hurts like hell.... WHy don you all jus release me??