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Today, It is there again... That feeling... That unsureness... That eerie-ness... It feels like something will happen... I am thinking... Is it because i am suffering from depression... Everytime i meet a hard qns or stress, This feeling appears... This makes me feel real unsure and uncomfortable... Sometimes, My hand will start shaking... Sometimes, I wanna cry... Sometimes, I jus wanna die... But, I jus went out with my frens today... I shld be happy... Yet throughout de whole trip... I felt bad... Real bad... Jus wat is wrong with me?? I HATE THIS FEELING! I don wan to not be able to sleep... I don wan to have no appetite... Even chasing after idols have lost it's meaning... Sometimes, Even listening to songs is jus rubbish to me... Why to i feel that it is doomsday? Everything is turning into de desert's sand... It feels like i lost everything... or shld i say, I am going to lose everything... That feeling... When can it get away from me? When can it disappear and let me feel like last time, When nth is here... I am wrong... This feeling has never left me... Right from de beginning... This thing has always been there... ForestofHELL Yalun- I Don wan chasing u to lose it's meaning.... Aoquan- I don wanna forget all ur jokes and laughter....
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Firstly, I wanna wish AOQUAN a HAPPY BDAE!!! U have grown up by another year!!! haha!~ I hope u will be happier this year! And also, I hope all ur wishes will come true!!! It has been so long since i last blogged... Because, I really havent been in a mood to blog... Exams, din do well... Almost got expelled... Hope i can do better next year!!! I will JiaYou de!!!!! Friends, still ok la.... Got a few really very very nice to me!!! My sisters!~ hahas..... Thks ah!!!! But, I really wanna tell those that keep lying to me... Can u pls get out of my life??? Cause i really don wanna get hurt anymore! Now i really wish my business can get BIGGER!!! NEED CASH! hahas... I also wanna buy a taidu capppp!!!! Next week i paying for it!!! YAYE!!! Finally can get my very own taidu cap!!! Recently, I still ok la... But, I cant get away from the shadow of loneliness.... But, wat can i do?? All i can do is find something to do, to kill de loneliness... Sometimes, I really find it weird... Why do i have no frens? Is de problem me? Am i hard to get along with? I really dunno... Anyone noes? Tomorrow, I will noe which subject combination i getting... But i am not worried... Cause my results so bad, go where also de same... I jus hope, In my new class, i will be happier... A few days later ill be de audition for CAMPUS SUPERSTAR... Dunno where wanna join... If i join, dunno wat to sing... *sigh* I am so hopeless... Ok la... GTG le... Love ya guys!~ ForestofHELL YaLun- The rain has stopped, the sky has shined.... Now, it is for u to appear... AoQuan- Happy BDae! Be Happy Forever!~
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Can never forget, The class of Mo Fan BBT 2006-2008... ******************************************************** This few days, My Tears, Have never stopped dropping... My Eyes, Are always red and swollen... My Heart, Seemed to have broken into 1000 bits... 好难过， I am so upset, Because, Mo Fan BBT is gonna end soon... All de Didi are gonna "graduate"... I cant bear to see them go... I cant... I cant imagine everyday after school, not being able to watch MFBBT... I think, It will be really horrible, missing it... I watched de epi of Didi exchanging presents... I cried... Cried badly... Because, I know... Every single DiDi, Fan fan Jie, Xiao Xiang&Rong Jia, Andy Ge, They are heartbroken as well... The two parts i cried de most are, When Fan fan Jie told A Ben: "Tang Zhu Cant bear for u to leave" And she cried... After watching that part, I felt my heart would break... Cause poor Fan fan Jie cried her heart out... The second part was when, My Baobei AoQuan said: "I don care,I Jus wan to cry" Because i knew, AoQuan was really sad... In That short 2 hrs, After finishing watching the exchange of presents, My heart suddenly felt empty... Because, The only thing i had left, My favourite show, is gone... I always thought, Without friend's care, Without parents' love, I will at least have, Bang Bang Tang's accompanyment... But now, Even this is gone... That day, after i finished crying, I wantd to find someone to comfort me... I called my first best fren... She din ans the phone... I called my next few best frens, yet, none of them ans... I called them for two days running... In the end, I was left to cry alone... And the only person that comfort me was, someone i din noe that well... But i knew, That moment onwards, She was the person that dotes on me the most... Thks X JieJie... Thk you for telling me, That there is always u left... Since even BBT is no more, I suddenly feel that, It has been so long since i last search for Ya Lun's Pics... I don wan to lose, Even my favourite idol.... I started finding the pics again and again... Not wanting him to disappear forever from my world... Because, Already so many things have gone... Results, I don wanna talk abt it... I am afraid, after i talk abt it, I will go crazy... I am going le.. I am tired... Bye... ForestofHELL YaLun-- Thks you for not ever disappearing from my life... AoQuan-- I will nv forget ur funny jokes...
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Today, is my 14th Birthday!! Damn Happy la!!! Because, Lots of ppl blessed me with wishes!!! This makes me feel, Finally, I am not forgotten!!! THKS U GUYS!!!~ Jus now, I took a peek at de no. of ppl that visited my blog today, and i notice, it was more than normal!!!! I am sooooo happy la!~ But, Not much of u tag leh... I beg u all la.. Tag pls?? Ok la... Really have no time today sia... Too much thing to do la... I will write more de next time!~ Love ya guys! ForestofHELL YaLun, knowing u is teh bext birthday gift i ever recieved in my whole life!~ Aoquan, you are my sweetheart!~ 好了啦。。。 今天实在没有空。。。 太多东西要做了。。。 该次一定写多一点！ 爱你们哦！！ 秋 亚纶，我最大的生日礼物就是认识你。。。 敖犬，你是我的宝贝！
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Recently, I have jus came back from China... We, The NanHua Choir, have won the gold award! We are all very very HAPPY! Actually at first, I thought i would be able to blog some happy stuff... But, After returning to school, I got disappointment one after another... Results, Is getting worse... Even Chinese, my most confident subject, also din do well... I feel i am becoming more and more useless... Friends, Forgot my birthday is next monday... Forgot to hear me talk... Forgot to stay beside me... Forgot everything... CCA， I thought i still had good frens in there... But, Everything was fake... Tears, Don listen to my command any longer... They keep flowing... Flowing till they all dry up... My Smile, also don listen to my command any longer It doesn't appear anymore... It has left me... It does not care abt me anymore.... My heart, Is already shatterted... Blood is dripping non-stop... The more it bleeds, The more it hurts... Maybe, Like wat most of u tell me, I shld let go... I shld stop thinking that i am always alone... But, make all the time i am alone, the most precious time... Maybe, I am already alone... But, what can i do? I think, I can only suffer alone.... I don care anymore... Alone alone ba... I give up already... Pain pain ba... If not, wat else can i do? ok... Gtg... BB... ForestofHELL This is a quiz request by Denise.... Sabotaged by: Denise Name the 20 people you can think of right now.Don't read the questions till u name the 20 people.At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this,RANDOMLY it shall be named.(one girl,one boy) 1.Charmaine 2.SayHua 3.Lynette 4.Si Qi 5.Chermaine 6.Xiu Huan 7.Samantha 8.YiXin 9.Rachel 10.Wan Xin 11.SiMin 12.Xiao Fen 13.Alvin 14.YingChang 15.WeiNa 16.Felicia 17.Yun Xian 18.Jun Jie 19. Zi Xin 20.Denise How did you meet 14?[YingChang]→ NHHS, Debate Junior What will u do if you dont meet 1?[Charmaine]→ I WILL DIE!!!!! SHE IS MY BEST FREN!!! What if 9 and 20 dated?{Rachel & Denise]→ They are both gals... So i doubt this will ever happen... Will 6 & 17 date ?[Xiu Huan & YunXian]→ They are both also gals... And they dunno each other, so no chance for lesbians... DEscribe 3.[Lynette]→ Well, likes to do na ge na ge... DON KILL ME LYN! Is 8 attractive? [YiXin]→ Quite ok!! Describe 7.[Samantha]→ Always there for her frens! Know any of 12's family members?[XiaoFen]→ Erm, Nope.. What will you do if 18 broke up?[JunJie]→ She my senior leh... i don think she will tell me lor... Who is 9 going out with?[Rachel]→ ZeYang! Ok fine... jking... She will kill me! How old is 16?[Felicia]→ 15! Senior!!! When was the last time you spoke to 13?[Alvin]→ yesterday? Who is 2's fave singer/band?[SayHua]→ How am I supposed to know??? Will you ever like 4?[SiQi]→ Maybe, if i am les... She is cute! Will you ever date wif 1?[Deinse]→ Yeah! If i am les la... Is 19 single?[ZiXin]→ YEPP What's 10's last name?[WanXin]→ Khoo Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?[SiMin]→ Nope What's the school of 3?[Lynette]→ NANHUA! SAME AS ME! Where do 6 live? [XiuHuan]→ SINGAPORE! Favourite thing about 5? [Chermaine]→ ALWAYS THERE FOR ME~ Now sabotage 5 people to do this survey! Erm... Anyone i guess...
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TRANSLATION!~ And, I have put back de tagbox liaos.... Cause u all nv tag my wretch blog... So evil!!! ***************************************************** Maybe I am starting to wake up... I am starting to realise i dunno the ppl i trust, and they dont understand me either.... No matter wat i do, Maybe they will forever not understand... But is it their fault? No... It is because I am lost.... I din noe i already locked up my heart... In the past, i confirm will blame others... Or, I will pass through de hardship on my own... But now, I only wanna cry... I really don understand why all my frens, Are not totally trusted by me... Could it be, all the probs are because of me?? I also don understand, why do i have to face betrayel once and again? Could it be, I am wrong?? Good frens, I dont have... Good results i also do have... Is it really because i love my idols too much? or is it because of my com? Or is it because of me?? I have changed... I have really changed... I have lost my original confidence... I have lost my original trust... I have lost my good grades.... Could it be, I have lost my dreams as well? I hope i did not... My dream is, to stand on a stage... To sing and to dance... I wanna stand on that stage, can I? haha... I am dreaming again... I am dreaming again... Bye, Got to go... Rmb to tag... Val aka ForestofHELL The Hell in the Forest... When can i get out of it?? YaLun, Because of you, I found my dream... AoQuan, Because of you, I found my hope... I really hope u will tag at my wretch blog instead!~ http://www.wretch.cc/blog/ValerieHELL/6719630
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Valerie.
Girl with an addiction with YANYALUN!
Now on EMOLICIOUS 14.
Going on STRESS-FILLED 15.
4th August is her day!
She expects u to remember:)
A Greenwoodian NanHuarian
Class 6A'06 109'07 209'08
She sings in the melodious Choir,
And,
She debates in The M.A.D Club!
Thank You all for always being there for me!
I LOVE ALL OF YA!(In no order of merits!!XD)
YALUNmy one and only
CHARMAINEbesties forever
SAMANTHAjiejie
XIU HUANjiejie
SAYHUAbesties
SIQIterrorist
LYNETTEpirate
WENYImeimei
MELISSAmeimei
ALICIAjiejie
XIAOFENbest fren
WANXINlao gong
NISAgod sis
DINAHmummy
CAEjiejie
IVYdarl
BLSSOMjiejie
RACHELbest fren
YIXINbest fren
CHERMAINEbaobeii junior
DENISEbaobeii junior
My Fave actors and singers! <3 4ever! In no order!(but Lun no.1!~)
<3 DEBATING
<3 DESIGNING
<3 SINGING
<3 WATCHING DRAMAS
<3 FEI LUN HAI
<3 YAN YA LUN
<3 BANG BANG TANG
<3 A LOT MORE!
--ZHONG JI YI JIA
--E ZUO JU E WEN
--HEI TANG MA QI DUO
--18 JIN BU JIN
--HEI TANG QUN XIA ZHUAN
--MING ZHONG ZHU DING WO AI NI
--DOU NIU YAO BU YAO
IN NO ORDER! <333333 all!!
~*TI AMO(炎亚纶 & 刘力扬)*~
~*愿意不爱你(炎亚纶)*~
~*收藏(萧敬腾)*~
~*神秘嘉宾(林宥嘉)*~
~*冒险世界(公主帮)*~
~*黑白配(范围其)*~
~*甜甜圈(AhBen & XiaoXun)*~
~*至少还有我(飞轮海)*~
~*苦茶(棒棒堂 & 黑涩会美眉)*~
~*出口(飞轮海)*~
~*保护色*~
~*那一天(棒棒堂 & 黑涩会美眉)*~
~*我们之间(棒棒堂)*~
#BACKSTABBERs
#SHOW-OFFs
#HOMEWORKs
#LIARs(If it is a white lie,it is ok!)
#PEOPLE WHO INSULT MY IDOLs
 See FeiLunHai
 See BangBangTang(12/6/08)
See BangBangTang Again
See HeiSeHuiMeiMei
See BangBangTangErJun
Go FeiLunHai Concert
Go BangBangTang Concert
Go HeiSeHuiMeiMei Concert
New Haircut
New Wallet
New Pencil Case
New MYUK Bag
New KeyChain
New HandPhone(w890i)
New Ipod
FeiLunHai Stay With Me Album
GongZhuBang EP
ZaiNanSHu EP
HeiTangQunXiaZhuan OST
HeiTangQunXiaZhuan DVD
PILIMIT OST
PILIMIT DVD
PILIMIT Book
Pass All Common Test Subject
Save Enough Money
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NHHS,109,07/209,08
BIG BILLY
BILLY CHIA
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PEIXIAN
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SIQI<333
SHUNING
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WEIINA<333
YIXIN
YUHANN
OTHER NANHUARIANS
DANIEL
FELICIA
JOEY
JUNJIE
LINGLI
LITING
VIVIEN
YIJIN
WENHUI
WENXUAN
I-FAHRENHEIT
DINAH<333
IVY<333
KAILING
KAREN
NISA<333
WINNIE
GREENWOODIANS
JAYyING
JIAYUAN
CASMELIN
CHRISTINE
HUILING
MINGZHEN
PINGLOU
XIAOHAN
OTHERS(FLH & BBT FANS!)
AFFECTUEUX
BABYYAN
CULTJAM
DINE
EVON
FEL
IZZA
JELLY
JOANNE
JODY
MAHLILING
MING
PEILING
QIYEE
QIUXUAN
SHANICE
WEILING
WENYI
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By post:
YALUN FANCLUB=)
Not sure...
So long since i last blogged... (HAPPY BDAE AOQUAN)
Can never forget,The class of Mo Fan BBT 2006-2008...
Wish me a HAPPY BDAE!~
Could it be, I shld start to let go?
Translation of 不明白。。。
Finally I have time (Direct Translate from Wretch ...
Back from MIA-ing~~
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