Yoz! I am blogging again! LOls... This few days nth to do so blog more... Lols... Haha... Today hor... Sch was as per normal... Then after sch... I went out with Dinah MUMMY!!! Lols.... Damn fun la... She buy things for me leh... Hahaha... But very short only... Lols... Anyone from NanHua want submit artwork?? Pls tell me hor.... Ty... Dunno why.... Today become very depressed... From Lot 1 happy happy become go home sad sad... Dunno la... I really wanna ask... If any of u is a fren to anyone else, will u be true to him/her?? And how do u determined who ur frens are?? I really don understand... Why diff ppl have diff interpretation of frenship?? Shld'nt it be the same?? I dunno la... I am currently very confused... Haz... Ppl are confusing are they... Overall, today was a happy day when i met Dinah... And a sad day when problems surfaced for me... Nites, I gtg...

Signing off....
Valyn
ForestofHELL
Ya Lun- Addict

Sometimes human are just hard to understand... Those that u think stand by u might hate u... Nobody noes... Yet... When u find out, the pain is so unbearable... Am i suppose to go alone again?? Am i being thrown back into my forest of hell???

School REOPENED!!! HAz... It was sian... First day got to noe 2 new teacher... One teaching us history, the other one is teaching bio.... The bio teacher hor... I sdamn fierce leh... The moment we saw herwalking along the corridor... The wholeclass reassembled themselves! From a noisy market.... To a damn quiet room.... Lols... Haha... As for today hor.... Lols.... It was ok la... Got new P.E teacher... HAha... He evry funny... Then Mr Tay today give us lame jokes... Lols... As for CCA... HAz... It was tiring.... We have to do newsletter for MAD Club leh... I am creative director plus the person compiling art pieces... SO... ANyone who wans theri art piece published... Pls tell me... I from 1/9... Lols... But must from Nanhua... Lols... So sian lately... Haz... Dunno why... Don care le la... Next time post more photos on my bro and me... Lols... taken in the middle of the nite... haha... Now i trying to concentrate on studies... Cause... No matter how much i don like the truth, i must accept it... I am failing... HAz... Don care le la.. Gtg... Nites!

Signing off...
Ya Lun FREAK!!!
Lols...

Ok... So now... Sch is repening in... 1 DAY!!! SHIT!!! HOMEWORK NOT DONE YET!!! HAz.... Sianz... Don care la... Left art only ma.. Lols... As for the banner competition, i won first... Lols.... Unexpected... My new maid is not coping well... Cause my mum intent to let her go... HAz... Not that we don like her... She is like baby like that... Don u noe?? SHe let my dog out without knowing?? And for one day hor... SHE DIN NOE THE DOG DISAPPEARED UNTIL THE NEXT MORNING!!! In the end we found out from neighbours that my poor dog was sleeping outside the lift! We found it eventually... She has done more silly things that u all cant imagine... Haz... School reopening le... Though i miss sch hor... Still prefer to be at hoem cause i can do everything except homework! Lols... Haha.... So sianz... Now i am preparing myself for tomorrow... Haz... Nvm... I would get to see... LYNETTE SWEETHEARTY!!! Lols... Haha... I siao le... ANd hor... For those that dont noe... FLH second album song name out le... Jus that... They haven finish singing the song... I mean recording la... Haha.... But the names not bad leh... Haha... I still going siao abt FLH! Lols... More siao abt Ya Lun! My msn name change to:只对炎亚纶有感覚！超爱炎亚纶！永远只爱亚纶！亚纶超帅，超酷，超可爱和超级迷人！我是亚纶永远的粉丝！对我来说，亚纶不认识我不用紧，因为我是他一辈子的守护天使！LOLS!!! My pm is: Because I was born in the forest of hell,I was forced to live a life of hell...But ever since I saw Ya Lun,hell became heaven.... Haha... I too siao abt Ya Lun le!!! He damn shuaii ma!! When i heard he might act in a japanese manga as a popstar singer... And he is the lead... I WAS OVER THE MOON!! But when i knew not confirmed yet hor... I from smiling become... DAMN UNHAPPY!! Lols... Haha... Nvm...As other ppl always tell me... He will get a chance de... And i believe that!! It is not as if he has no looks wat!! Good thing he is acting in It started with a kiss 2 and Zhing Ji Yi Jia! So happy i gonna see his acting again! Haha... okok... I noe i am going crazy again... Haha...okok la... Don let u all listen to my nonsense le... Haha...

Signing off....
LOving Ya Lun and my BaoBeiis FOREVER!!

Yoz Everyone!!! I so long nv tag le... haha... Lazy ma... And there is nth to tag... Lols... Really la... All i do everyday is eat, play and sleep ma... Nth else... Actually got do sth else la... Homework lor... Cause school reopening le ma... No choice.... HAz... Confirm cant finish de la... Especially art lor... DIE LE LA!!! I WAS NEVER GOOD AT ART!!! Lols.... I very sian at ome lor... Computer also cant use very much le... But also good la... Can dream more abt ya lun... Lols... Psps... I Ya Lun crazy again.... Sianz... SChool reopening again... Have to wake up at... 5PM!!!! OMG!!! I hate it... No choice la... Leave at woodlands wat... The maths i finish le... But don understand wat i writing... Lols... WAA!!! SO DIFFICULT!!! Haha.... BTW, i recently joined a banner making competition by Fahrenheit Fanclub... Guess wat??? I got in top 3!!! HAha... But don noe who final winner yet cause the result will be out on 21... Lols... Soon le la... At least i top 3 le ma... So even if lose nvm de... Haha.... Sianz... HAve to go to sch this fri... Got care rep meeting... HAz... Dunno wat CIP project... Don care la... Quite fun ma... Last week when to 6a class gathering... Very happy to see old classmates... But quite boring cause nth to do... So happy to see them... Very long le ma... A lot of them very surprised i cut hair... Haha... Lols... Ah ya... I write more tomorrow la... CAuse nth to write le... Lols... haha...

Signing off....
~Love Ya Lun Forever~
(Even though i was born to live a life of HELL, my angels let there be a route to heaven)

Like some ppl say… Pain blinds ppl…. I finally believe that… Always… I thought that no matter wat… Pain cant hurt me... I am immune to pain... No matter wat happens, I will stand up and face that idiotic pain... But... It seems... I am losing my faith in that thinking.... Wat u expect me to do?? Changing dont work... I tried that once and again in primary sch... EVERYONE STILL HATED ME CAUSE THEY JUS DON SEE MY HARD WORK!!!! THEY SAID I DIN CHANGE!!! WHY DONT U ALL CHANGE FOR ME OR ACCEPT ME FOR A CHANGE??? BECAUSE I WAS NOT BORN TO BE HURT BY U ALL!!!

Forget it... U wan my change... U will have it... But... Let me tell u all... My change might not be good cause not every change leads to good results.... Some of u tell me my pace of life is too fast... So fast till u cannot keep up... And u all say that I won turn around to see if u all had disappear or u had fell.... Let me tell u... My pace of life jus cannot be slower... If u cant keep up pls don follow.... Cause i won turn around to see u all... Not because i wont, but because i cant.... Because i am already blinded by pain.... I would like to be slower... But i jus wan my life to end... Because i hate to be called a bitch, flirt, betrayer, fren-jumper or watever bad things..... So i jus wan my life to be jus over... So don try keeping up... Cause... I am not walking my life anymore... I am walking into hell... Thats why i am so fast... I jus wan my life to end.... I jus wan it to end peacefully... So jus let time jus run out for me... To frens that are so good and kind to me all the time... Really thank you... U noe who u are... Those that keep saying u are my sisters... For those that jus hated me in this life... Think again... Was it me that made u hate me... Or u jus hated me??? Haha... I will thank u all also of course... Thank you for letting me be in pain.. Cause pain helps me learn and change for the best... The best which u all like.... The best which will help me be loved and accepted... But maybe... Time will run out before i changed...

Signing off....
ForestofHELL(I was born in the forest of hell, which means.... I was born to live a life of hell... But... It is ending soon... Cause... It is jus too painful)
Still Love ya lun no matter wat....

Real long time nv post le... Lazy ma... Plus... I am banned from com... Left with 2 hrs per day... SO don wan to waste ma... ANd still haven find that stupid spammer... Lols... Nvm... Will find him/her de... So sian lor... Homework still got a lot la... HAz... Today headache like siao... Panadol also no use lor... HAz... Really unlucky la... Stupid bros keep fighting... Make me so damn angry lor... Haz... Then now got new maid... Again... The other one only lasted a month... HAha.... Trying to do art hw... Ended up like shit lor... As i always say.... MY ART SUCKS LA!!! Lols... I got lowest in class i think... Haz... Shit lor... So sai de.... HAz... Now learning song for guitar... Guess wat song?? The cuckoo song... WTF!!! Lols... Haha... Ta least learning song ma... Lols... psps.... Haha.... I did some editing to my loves and other stuff... Lols... If don see any diff hor... Try looking at webpage forestofhell.blogspot.com instead of www.forestofhell.blogspot.com.... I found out they are slightly diff.... U all can also look up my imeem profile! forestofhell.imeem.com... Comment hor! So sian stuck ay home... ANyone wan to come my house ma??I cant get out... But can invite ppl in.. Lols... Ah ya... Really sian... Someone pls say can come leh... Haha.... I sian till start playing maple again lor... My maple lvl 27 nia... So damn lousy! Haiya... Lazy to continue le...

BB... Signing off....
---Still loving ya lun----

Lols... Some person called 1/4 spammed me... Jus wan to tell that person... Hello??? Look.... U jus spammed me... But, all u did was let me noe i have a grp of best frens out there that will always support me... I am not afraid of u spreading all over the sch... Cause i noe that no matter how u spread, as long as the ppl are my good frens, they will still trust me... And for god sake... U think i only have frens from Nanhua??? Lols... Don be dumb... I have frens from all over the world k??? And if u say i act emo, erm... Can i ask... Do u noe me that well to noe if i am acting??? Oh ya... Say the truth... I hate backstabbers... And u say i am one?? I talk abt ppl... That is the truth... And all my frens noe that... But they nv say anything y??? Cause they noe watever i said outside i have said straight to their face... I even called Lynette fat before... She don care cause... We have nickname for each other... She calls me sot-pok... And ppl also call me shorty.... Oh ya... I don call ppl hypocrite unless they really are... And those ppl... Are not my frens... Lols... And i don claim credit... For example... In mad club, i told my teacher that i am actually not good at debating cause the truth is i got help... ANd if u say that abt me, that narrows my list of suspect down... Ty so much... I think u are the real pitiful one though.... And i din act pitiful.... And.... I am the one pitiying ur mum who dunno u are spamming ppl blog... And i think u are the one who is suppose to rot in hell... Don insult my name... TY... And i noe i am a bitch... I was born in the year of the dog... And is a female... The female dog is a bitch... How did u noe my heart is black and empty?? U dig it open??? Lols... I think u should be the one looking at ur heart... And don worry... Cause i will make sure i find u... And i will sue u... Jus u wait... Wait for me k??? Haha.... Wish u luck... And next time... Pls tag with ur name... Don make me waste time looking for u...

Signing off......
YaLun's~Melody