I was insulted today... By someone... She say i was lazy... Then she say i not capable to complete the project... Am i really not capable?? Haz.. Don care la... Who cares her?? Anyway she this kind of ppl will end up where she deserves de...

Already hurt.... Yet... I was hurt some more... It was like i was already hurt badly, with thousands of arrows on me... Yet u jus stand there and shoot more arrows at me.... U all won noe the hurt i felt.... I cried... I really cried... And this time... Not like those times i cried in class.... Then I cried only for a while... Now my tears jus keep flowing... And i noe.... Those tears won stop flowing.... Even when it is not visible.... There are like blood, slowly oozing out from my heart.....

I also feel the pain... It was like my primary sch days... Those days i only have some frens... The rest disliked me....Now is the same... Maybe i am really fated to feel this way ba.... Nvm... Jus let the pain teach me ba...

I am suffering... Yet no one is there to save me...
I am in pain... Yet no one wans to soothe my pain...
I am in tears... Yet no one wans to wipe away my tears...
I am covered with blood... Yet all I can say is... BB this blue blue world...

Signing off.... Still love Ya Lun...
Still bleeding...
I am in pain....

Lols... It started off with a very boring breakfast making session... Lols... When I knew we had to do breakfast... My first reaction was... OMG!!! STupid Choir camp... Lols... But the next activity started to make everyone excited!!! Lols... HAha...

Wat made us so excited??? BALLOONS!!! Well... I WAS NOT EXCITED K??? I HATE BALLOONS!!! THEY BURST!!! AND THAT IS SOOOOO SCARY!!! Lols... Haha... I scared of balloons de... We were suppose to make a tower made of balloon... Each grp was given 10 balloons... And there were 8 grps... THAT MAKES 80 BALLOONS!!! AND LOTS OF THEM POP!!!! So scary!!! Me and Fish(nickname for choir member) were both afraid of balloon... So we both covered our ears... Lols.... Scared ma... Everytime a balloon pop... We scream... Lols... So in the end everybody keep staring at us... PSPS... Lols... Haha.... Then it was time to dispose the balloon... Lols!!! THEY STEPPED AND POP THE BALLOONS!!! WE SO SCARED RUN TO CARPARK!!! LOLS!!! ANd for ur info... Simin was in my team and she was scaring me with balloons... So bad de...

Now... On to our second game... The cripple, mutes and the blind... Lols... We had to form grps of 4-6... Haha... Then we have to each be either a blind crippled or mute... Lols.... Simin was blind i cripple!!! Cripple very ke lian de la... We had to jump around on one foot... Imagine jumping around and up and down the stairs with one foot la!!! In the end.... Not cripple also became cripple... Lols... Haha.... My leg was like cramp la!!! Pain de lor... Then after that suppose to be treasure hunt... But i had to attend media debate club competition briefing... Lols...

The briefing was 2 hrs long and damn boring!!! Lols... When i went back to choir they were already having lunch... I had gastric... HAz... Pain like siao... Pain for hours leh... Pain until..... I din stand up for choir practice... Lols... Haha..... Then... It was the last event of the day... The farewell part for the seniors.... Lols....Sang a song called U are my seniors... Hope they enjoyed it... At that time was 4 plus... Had to wait another 2 hrs for choir tee.... Lols... It was quite ok la... Don wan to write le... Lazy... Lols... bb everyone!!

Signing off..... With Love, to----- YA LUN!!!

Hihi!!! Real sorry for not posting... Sorry la... Lazy ma... Haha.... By the way.... Our seating arrangement is fixed!!!! YEA!!! I am sitting rite at the back with.... Guess who.... LYNETTE!!!! I am so damn surprised.... Must thank Mr Tay!!! Ty soooo much Mr Tay!!! Lols...

School holidays are finally here le!!! OMG!!! SO DAMN HAPPY!!!! HAHAHA!!! No need to wake up early in the morning le!!! Haha... I so damn lame... Lols... That is because too High le ma... Haha....

Got my report bk.... Finally..... Got so bad la!!! 27 in class sia.... And 146 in express lvl... Haz... Have to go library during holiday le la.... Must study... Haz...

Erm... I yesterday damn bo liao... Rewatch Zhong Ji Yi Ban... Finished the show today... Lols... Abt 20 to 30 episode.... Lols... Haha... But YA LUN still damn shuai la!!! Lols.... Now currently waiting for FLH new shows and album to come out... Haha... I going siao over them le la... Lols... Haha... Lols... Lazy to write le... BB.... Signing off....(With LOVE to...... YA LUN!!)

Lols... Long time nv update le la.... Because damn lazy ma... Haha... I noe lots of u keep telling me to update.. But very lazy la... Say wan to update end up never update... Lols... Lots of things happen recently la.... Erm... Wait ah... Let me think....

Oh ya!!! Yesterday for example... Cried in class... AGAIN!!! LOls... This time not everyone saw... WHich was a good thing... I cried because i was ACCUSED!!! Someone go and tag Huimin blog then someone else blame me la... When HuiMin checking that person was like... DOn need to check la... COmfirm Valerie de la... In the end, comfirm not me cause that person uses pacific while i use singnet... Dumb rite??? Wa Lao... I was like damn frustrated la... The some more got file check for chem sia.. Wa Lao... My file was not even 50% filed la... SO must minus 5 marks... WTF!!!

So shit de la... But it does not mean that nth good happen to me la... Jus today make up with Vivien le!!! YEA!!! Hahaha... Then WTF... Mr Tay change our seats a few day ago.. Lols... Not change la... Jus random pick our arrangement fo term three... Lols... Girls and boys arrangement lor... Damn lucky not with Billy Chia... If not the whole class will be like... Indescribable... LOls... I ended up with Wei Xiang... Lols... Now Mr Tay going to rechoose our seats cause everyone don like ma... Lols...

Yesterday got choir practice... So damn tired... I was like going to sleep le la... But no choice ma... It is my cca... At least better than uniform grp... Haha... Cause they running we jus stand there and sing... HAz... Tuesday have to go for Media Debate Club till 5 then go attend choir till 6... Lols... So pressure sia... Going to hav a choir camp in End of may... Lols... Haha...

Now working on new blogskin so cant write anymore le... See ya all!!!

Hear my new song??? It is in S.H.E newest album... SANG TOGETHER WITH FEI LUN HAI!!! OMG!!!! I WAS SO EXCITED WHEN I FOUND IT!!!! I WAS PRACTICALLY JUMPING!!!! Hahaha... Enough of exclaiming... Jus change my blogskin... Yesterday did until 1 plus... Lols... Then today did another 4-5 hours... HAhaha... Nth to do ma... Lols... My geo result only got 51/100.... Haz... And dear all from 1/9... We will be having geo remedial with 1/11... SHit la... Daniel will be there... He call our class bleh... So bad de... Wa... Today guitar lesson so stress sia... Haz.. Don care le...Tomorrow mothers Day... Wish my mum a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY.....

Some pics of wat i did to my hand yesterday... Very hard to wash off lor... And sch actually don allow de... Lols... I fail exam again... Haz... New pic of my bro... Tag k??? And do the quiz at the side below my hates....

So shit de lor... It is like so damn la... I was like leaning against the side of the mrt.... I fell asleep lor.. Cause i din hold on to anything... I fell lor... SO damn embarrasing sia.... HAz...

Today in sch... Wei Na(MY SWEETY) cry lor... Poor girl... Haz... Someone(Not naming) kick her locker until the whole door came out... Stupid la... Nth to do kick for wat??? Siao ah??

Then after sch we got our geo result... I fail sia... By one mark nia... SO damn frustrated lor.... ANd maths also fail... I got study de lor... So damn bad la... Ah ya... I think I hopeless le la... Don care lor... Haz...

So dumb la.. Today lots of dumb dumb things happen.... Well, like in class for Enrichment period, we were suppose to write 5 words/phrases we would say when we are angry... LOls la... Some ppl were suppose to stand up and say... Lucky notme la... Cause wat I wrote is: Fuck, Bitch, Damn it, Shit my mother and ma de... Lols.... Then went to Mcdonald near Say Hua house.... Lols... Lots of dumb things happen la... Like the buying of coke la... So dumb de... She ask me the small coke how much...I go and look then say $1.80.. Then when she go buy, the person say $1 nia.. I was like puzzled and look at the place they put the cups... Then I saw the one dollar de... It was damn small la... We laugh like siao until the person ask we wan the $1.80 one as it was bigger... Say Hua say yes.. Then when we sit down, we saw a even smaller cup... Laugh till I was kneeling on the ground le... Lols... So funny la... Then I ask Say Hua if he knew who was Guang Liang... She say dunno, but it reminds her of raddish... I was like eating my nuggets and almost spit it out and Lynette choked over her drink... Lols la... So damn funny lor.... LOls... The most funny thing was when we were heading for Mcdonalds... Lynette saw a building... Then told me was Westmall... I din care much jus follow her... In the end the building was actually the community centre.. Lols... We laugh like siao la.... Then when Say Hua was bringing us to the bus stop, we pass through her void deck.... She told us this was the place that a lot make out... Then I tot make out was having sex ma... So I say they have sex in public ah?? Then we all laugh like siao again... Then when we crossing the road, me and Say Hua saw a car coming so din cross... Then Lynette dumb dumb de go crosss some more very slowly so kana horn... Lols... Don chat le... Lols... Hw haven complete...

Lots of u all say Wu Zun rocks more... Though I agree he is handsome, to me he will never win Ya Lun!!! Lols... Maybe I shld create a forum jus for Ya Lun ba... Dunno sia... Too crazy abt him le.... Deathnote also not bad... I like Light... But L also not bad la... Back to Ya Lun... HE is so damn cute la.... I Love him la... LOls...
Now in class awaiting NAFA test... Lols... Confirm fail standing broad jump de... Lols... I cant even pass 110cm la... So damn de..... Ah ya.. Now jus hoping I pass incline pull up... I changing maid soon.. Lols... My mum say my current maid too lazy le... So funny... Jus now during P.E... The boys were throwing a ball around and then ended up in the girls toilet... Wei Yang went in to get it lor... Lols... Headlines... Boy goes into girls toilet.... Jus now search Ya Lun on google... Then I found my blog there!!! Lols... MAybe I write lots abt Ya Lun ba... I sometimes really crazy de... Lols... Talk later ba... I will write abt my results for NAFA test... Lols... Await for the all fail result ba...

Lols... Some pics of my youngest bro Clarence... Cute rite??? LOls.... Took for fun de cause nth to do ma...
Lols... My blog not exactly renewed la.. Jus added in new song plus made some changes to my profile and loves... Plus added in a Wishlist... Lols... Jus wanna ask... Am I too heartless??I dunno... Jus had a feeling I am.. Haha... Maybe I really too heartless le ba... Jus feeling down this few days... DOn exactly noe why though... Sometimes I feel the big mouth of mine really brings me lots of trouble... Does it??? I even feel I am irritating... Haz... Don talk abt that le la...
Jus watch DeathNote.. Though it is like a bit slower than others but... Wat u expect?? I was too busy looking out for FLH news... LIke my new song??? It is Bao Hu Se... It is the song that in Zhong Ji Yi Ban Ya Lun was suppose to write for An Qi... Of course not he sing and write de la... But still it is nice la... Back to deathnote. Who do you all like?? Kira or L??? I like Kira more but to me both is ok la...